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Psalm from Heart of Mother's Body

Coming Home

New Heart's Beloved

Psalm from Heart of Mother's Body

Finally, it wasn't my prayer or meditation,

not fasting or practices or frowning concentration,

not spiritual exercise or breathing through my feet.

Finally, it was the way the sunlight fell upon the car seat

that coaxed me to allow you to enter in my eyes.

Normally so guarded, closed and shy,

my sudden invitation to you came as such surprise.

Yet there I found your loving in the place behind my eyes.

Not knowing what I wanted to, or might have liked to feel,

I let you catch me off my guard behind the steering wheel.

 

It was your bright love-clouds I drew into my heart.

Informed by loving light, I felt myself a star,

an inverted triangle rising to invite

your pyramid of loving cascade, kissing me with new sight.

Of my breast you made adoring pink desire.

I felt my joy-snake squirm around your tender fire.

Moving down, down into my stomach-heart, down into my gut,

gratefully, lusciously opening at your loving touch.

Down, down, love opening my opening love, out my opening place, down,

joyously, ecstatically through my legs into the ground.

 

I wanted to call it loving lust, but that did not sound right

to describe your love-opening of me.

"Yes, yes" was not enough to contain it most completely,

so I tried to say, "Oh, God" but that was a title, too formal,

like 'Captain', and not the way I felt,

so I said, "You, you" but that was too dividing, too split,

so I cried, "We, us, our!" but even that didn't fit.

"Love, love" came closer as I drank you without shame.

Your love-sun in my sky, I found your secret name

(which means, that-close-to-me)

and blessed you, "I, I, I..."

Coming Home

I am coming home
Home to my home in me
Old intimidating forms remain

Only as whispering shouts now - powerless

 

At last I can sense that I am the power here - ("I am right aren't I?")

Falteringly yet irrevocably & with increasing grace of balance - yet clumsy

as this sentence still,

Claiming my power and responsibility

For my manifest me, my Body, sensed, felt, thought about, danced, stilled,

moved, vibrating in sound and light, called, responsive, healing, youthing

 

New sense of the Father of manifestation in me

Building, guiding me, in friendship & love

Towards moving the terrified rage, the raging terror

Arising as I sense the Presence of my True Heart's Desire

 

Lusting, longing in adoration even worship of her

Is this the final recognition?

I've fooled myself with false true-loves

So many times before - and even they were true in their times

 

This is the time, the weekend, all signs point to now

I recognize her in me already

Bravely, truly, seeking to stay in balance

Approaching her in trepidation.......

 

Only Now will tell

Unfolding through true, healing cycles, rhythms of time

Enveloping us in the bumpy turbulence of our re - membering joy

At finding our lost-selves at long lost last.....

 

This my awakening dream - expressed

As I perceive it unfolding in my life, in me - subtly

Yet with increasing intensity;

Not that I couldn't deny it like before, if I wanted to

 

Just that, what with it manifesting all around me n'all

Still somewhat subtly, but with increasing definition

 

I no longer want to

 

I have chosen to live

New Heart's Beloved

I feel your Winks from deep in me

Reflecting in my eyes, I see

You have found Her where She is me

Thank you Beloved Grandfather

 

Now together, We Manifest

Heal the Whole for All Be Blessed

As New Heart's Desire Express

Thank you Beloved Grandmother

 

I remember who I was

And who I am now, yes because

I am you Here and you are Love

Thank you Original Heart

 

Now together, We Parenting

Will end all pain death suffering

To Dance the Beauty Healed-Whole Sings

Thank you Beloved Body

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