"First, it is good to remember what Spirit
has already said about humans and their role in the healing work
in his letter to you. The first
step in the Four Steps to Wholeness
also speaks to your role as the healer of yourself, and therefore
of Creation. The rest of that page describes the general process
of coming out of denial and owning all of your own personal lost
parts, as well as the lost transpersonal parts of your deepest
Self... Our lost parts, the lost Will
of the Mother and the denials of
Spirit.
"Moreover, it cannot be stated often
enough or strongly enough how much of yourself is still missing
from your own awareness. Humans are truly 'the crown of Creation.'
You are part Spirit and part Will creature. There are countless
spirits, and many, many creatures in Our Creation. However, there
is only one kind of Being who manifests all aspects of Deity...
Spirit and Will in union as New Heart in Body. That is the human
being.
"We are here in manifestation to the
extent that you choose to host us here. We are deep inside of
you, in the core of your essence, and awaiting your invitation
to be even more present with you... at every level of your Being.
When you are loving yourself, you become more present with Us.
When you are judging yourself, you slip farther away.
"You can know our presence by that unmistakable
feeling of love and grace that the universe sometimes shines
upon you. You can also know our presence in the words you hear
from the voice inside you. Loving Spirit speaks on behalf of
Us both, and carries the message of Our union as New Heart in
your Body. Our words are always loving, and spoken in a friendly
and respectful tone. If the voice in your mind sounds other than
this, is not Our voice, and not Our presence you feel.
"You can hear Our voice in the simplest
things of life... like in the way the wind rocks a tree, or in
the trajectory of a falling leaf, anytime when serendipity and
synchronicity are alive around you, when the traffic lights are
all green and your favorite song comes on the radio. You can
see our presence in the way things work out favorably in the
events of your life, and of course in every miracle you realize.
"There have been other voices in your
mind besides Ours, and unfortunately for many humans Our voice
has often been faint and seldom heard. Very often other, stronger
voices have told you that you are not good enough, that you can't
have what you desire, and even that it's wrong for you to be
desiring it.
"And these are only some examples of
the many, many undermining, destructive, demeaning and degrading
pronouncements these voices have been demanding that you hear.
You have been told you are insignificant in the mind of God,
that you are not hitting the mark, that you are sinning. You
have even been told that you are the source of evil on this planet,
and that your presence as a species here will be ending soon.
"We want you to know that these voices
are not your voice, and of course they're not speaking for Us
either. It is really one source that speaks with whatever voice
works best for its intentions. It can use your own voice, and
very often does. It can also speak with the voice of your mother
or father, or of a teacher or cleric. It can make itself sound
like the 'voice of reason,' the 'voice of authority' and many,
many people have even mistaken it as the 'voice of God.' Sometimes
it speaks in the first person and says, "I ..." and
sometimes it's in the second person and says, "You ..."
"Healers in indigenous cultures have
called this voice the 'predator,' the 'parasite,' and 'the voice
of knowledge.' In your modern culture it's called 'conditioning.'
And some know it as the presence of 'reptilian' energy. In terms
of the healing work, it's the verbal expression of denial energy.
It is the voice of Lucifer
in the deepest layers of the imprint that you are experiencing
when you hear the unloving statements and questions. And at the
original cause of the pain you feel in the imprint... is a fragment
of the Mother's lost essence being tortured by denial energy.
"Spirit's denials
are not the only cause of the pain felt by the lost parts of
the Mother in you. Original imprinting happened even before Spirit
was fully present. The Mother was first attacked by the demonic
energy of the void, the asuras. And
in many of those attacks the asuric energy bonded as well with
Spirit's original denial energy, resulting in the most difficult
issue you have encountered so far in the healing work ... embedded denial.
"The negative voice in your mind is one
of the sure signs in present time that you are experiencing a
reenactment of an original trauma in the Mother essence. The
voice that tells you all about how unworthy and damaged you are
is the voice of Lucifer deep inside of you, still whispering
in the Mother's ear.
"When you feel the Mother's pain, you
are also experiencing the unloving light she took in during the
original trauma at the bottom of the imprint, and the pain became
ongoing as the imprint deepened during countless reenactments.
When you feel the pain, the reenactments that are still happening
in the imprints in the Mother's essence are now happening in
you as well.
Taking it Personally
"It has been very easy to take this personally,
to believe the Mother's experiences are your own... and therefore
you've often identified with the pain and the unloving light
in the imprint... as if the Will essence and its associated denial
energy is who you are. You've believed the judgments are about
you the person, and that the voices of denial you've been hearing
are correct because the pain seems to be yours alone.
"This is how the 'predator' or 'parasite'
or 'voice of knowledge' has taken control of your Being and your
body. You became possessed by the imprint. And when you became
possessed, you were no longer the magnificent Being that is your
true self. Your identity left both your body and soul and you
were no longer the cosmic Being manifesting in human form, deeply
connected with divine love and grace. Under the spell of the
imprint... you instead identified yourself as either the pain
or the unlovingness in the imprint, or both.
"Even those who have been successful
enough at coping to have avoided feeling the pain directly still
often hear the voices along with a vague sense of unease about
themselves. And in the denial of their coping they have unconsciously
given up their true identity to the unlovingness in the imprint.
"As long as you believe that you are
part of a larger whole, you are missing your deepest truth.
The truth of your Being is complete wholeness, in your own right.
Anything less is still an imprinted reality, and not the whole
truth. Ultimately there is nothing 'personal,' because ultimately
there is only you, the whole transpersonal Being that includes
all of Creation.
"Our presence inside of you is only temporary.
As Spirit has said,as
you reach complete wholeness We will not be there anymore. This
is because you will have fully owned Us as your own primal essences.
You will have become New Heart manifesting in Body... Original
Heart's desire realized. And most importantly, you will have
done this work with others, each of you becoming completely whole
Beings, and each in your own right.
Loving Yourself Heals Yourself
"One of the greatest dangers in the healing
work is to believe you are loving when you are not. Denying unlovingness
has felt necessary to keep a positive sense of self, but it hasn't
worked out that way.
"It's okay that you have been unloving.
Owning your unlovingness, experiencing it in yourself can be
a shock at first... and yet a necessary step in the healing process.
The discovery and full realization of your true greatness is
vital to your role as the healer of Creation. You can use the
love We have for you as a model for loving yourself. Love yourself
as if you were Us loving you. Release any judgments involved,
release any asuric energy in the imprint, and move with loving
acceptance toward the pain.
"Some of these channelers in collaboration
with Us have learned a practice
that makes easier the transition from identification with the
imprint to identification with the healer you truly are. The
essence of the practice is to find where the painful feeling
is located in your body, release denial energy as necessary...
and without any pushing, love this feeling part of yourself unconditionally
until it is ready to move into wholeness with the rest of you."
True Human Greatness
"The greatness of your Being is not dependent
upon you doing this work, or upon anything else for that matter.
Right now, just as you are in the moment, you are already greater
than you can imagine. And you don't have to do anything to earn
your greatness; it's just that right now you may not be fully
in touch with all of who you truly are.
"Even if the whole truth of your Being
is obscured because you are identified in an imprint and feel
yourself to be worthless or fatally flawed, the real Self you
are... is still truly great. The truth of your Being is not dependent
upon your awareness of it.
"Doing this work is very likely the quickest
and easiest way to discover your true Self, and therefore your
true greatness. When you become aware of your own greatness,
you will find it in all other humans as well. And please don't
worry about your 'ego.' True greatness is not about the personal,
separate self, it's about your true Self, the whole Being you
are evolving to embody. Discovering and manifesting true greatness
is a very humbling experience.
"Among those who are committed to becoming
truly whole, the denial of greatness has been the most serious
issue in the healing work. You cannot heal the wounds in the
deeper layers of your Being if you have not yet accepted that
you are great enough to have these wounds, and that they are
indeed yours to heal.
"Once you know the wounds are yours,
it's also crucial that you have the resources of your true greatness
to successfully address and heal them. We have mentioned several
times the serious impact of denied greatness on the healing work,
and how this kind of denial can be a formidable roadblock in
the journey home to wholeness.
"And beyond all of what has already been
said on this web site, there are the Right
Use of Will books mentioned earlier. Material especially
pertinent to the issue of denied greatness can be found the last
chapter of Heart Song, the fifth book in the series. That chapter
also has some triggers to help stimulate the emotional movement
necessary to reclaim the greatness and grandeur of you, the whole
Being.
"The kind of greatness most humans have
been aware of has resulted from comparing their talents, strengths,
skills, cleverness or appearance with other humans. Sometimes
they have seen themselves as superior
to others in this way, and sometimes they have projected this
false kind of greatness onto others, and found themselves to
be inferior. The phenomenon of 'celebrity' is a very good example
of this.
"Comparing yourself with others is a
good way to be mistaken. Whether you are seeing the other as
inferior or superior to you, you mistake the small slice of them
that you can see, their outsides... with yourself who you know
on the inside. And besides, whatever you see as 'another' is
only a reflection of a part of yourself
that you have projected outside of yourself.
"When you own the outer reflection, either
'positive' or 'negative,' large or small, you bring another part
of yourself from the shadow into the light. Whenever you take
ownership of something that has been outside of yourself, you
take back the outer reflection, bringing that part into yourself,
where it belongs.
"Complete wholeness of Being means complete
responsibility. You, the whole Being are not only fully responsible
for all of your behaviors, thoughts and feelings... you are also
responsible for all that you experience, even when it seems that
'others' have caused the experience. And please distinguish between
the original meaning of 'responsibility' and the more recent
usage that means 'blame.'
"Your greatness as a human being is greater
than you have imagined so far. When you are completely whole,
you are the one responsible for all experience in Creation. In
your complete wholeness you will realize yourself as both the
cause and the effect of every phenomenon in manifestation. And
best of all, it will be you, the whole Being who fully realizes
that the Mother's
dream of complete freedom of Will for all Beings in Creation
is indeed your own greatest dream."