"The asuras are purely denial energy,
which is the essence of the Void. Spirit had initially mistaken
the concentrated deep denial energy he first encountered in the
Void for individual beings, thus the term 'asuras.' Denial energy
or asuric energy is the essence of negation, and is actually
nothing at all. It comes into manifestation through gaps that
still separate parts of Us, and of course it does not properly
belong here.
"Denial energy cannot be loved. Even
if your love was strong and true enough to embrace an asura,
it would slip out of your embrace like the piece of nothing that
it is. Your larger-than-life love would send any denial back
to the Void and fill the gap that the denial energy was holding
open. When you have more experience with healing and your self-parental
love is strong enough, you may want to try this method of releasing
denial. You would love the fragment of lost Will so thoroughly
and completely that you would literally love the denial energy
out of it.
"In the meantime, there is nothing lost
in continuing to release any denial energy you find in your personal
and transpersonal gaps in the
way Spirit has already described. The advantages of doing
a deep denial release are that it is both safe and effective.
With the denial energy temporarily out of your gap, you can much
more easily move with unconditional loving acceptance toward
the tortured Will on the other side of the gap. As loving consciousness
you can then be of real service to the suffering sentience you
find there.
"Your Feminine essence is not at risk
of being re-attacked in a reversal when you release denial energy
as Spirit has suggested. And Heart is not at risk of being hurt
again trying to bridge a gap that typically holds negating energies
of denial far more powerful than Heart's good intentions.
"Denial entities such as the Psychopathic
Killer and the Torturer, however are a different matter. Although
very, very powerful, they are not purely denial energy, and they
cannot be simply released to the Void.
"Working with these entities is advanced
practice, and should not be attempted until you feel comfortable
experiencing very high energy states with intense negativity.
In other words, you want to be in a very resourceful Healer
state with all the of your available lower chakra terror
moving freely in your loving acceptance before you attempting
to match the energy of these entities."
The Origins of the Psychopathic Killer
"The Psychopathic Killer is older than
manifestation and is actually a piece of Original
Heart. As difficult as this may be to understand without
feeling into it, there is a place
deep in the Mother that loves the Psychopathic Killer as
her own son. She recognizes Heart there and longs for a reunion
with him. The Mother, through a deep resonance with Grandmother
remembers what happened during the initial explosion of Original
Heart.
"As the explosion that has begotten manifestation
began, the separation of the still-unmanifest Spirit and Will
of Original Heart began to unfold. Unaware that he was now only
a fragment and not the whole of Original Heart, this part of
Original Heart's Spirit was still bonded with unmanifest Will
essence. Manifestation was being born. And for the very first
time, this fragment felt pain, unbelievably intense pain. The
Will essence in this piece of Heart felt the full impact of the
intense terror and wrenching despair in the cosmic heartbreak
that was beginning to occur as she felt herself being torn away
from her loving spirit essence.
"The spirit essence in this fragment
began to panic with the realization that although manifestation
was desired, this duality that required him to no longer be in
union with his Will was too high a price in terms of pain. This
was original heartbreak beyond any human understanding. When
his Will essence began to shake uncontrollably, his panic intensified
to the breaking point and he rebelled. He instinctively held
tight to his screaming, contracting Will, and together they imploded.
They contracted themselves completely trying to undo the explosion
and return to the state of complete oneness prior to manifestation.
"They believed that as long as they stayed
together, both Spirit and Will, they were still the whole of
Original Heart. The Spirit essence further believed that by imploding
in this way, they would be taking back all of manifestation.
However, that was not the case.
"Spirit can in fact return to the place
of nondualality prior to form, the place outside of manifestation
where subject and object are one, where the perceiver and the
perception are one in the same. Pure consciousness can behold
itself beholding itself as all that is. The magnetic, feminine
essence, however, cannot return to unmanifest oneness, even with
loving Spirit as her escort.
"The magnetic essence manifests Creation,
and she must remain here as long as anything exists. Spirit can
come and go from manifestation. Compared to the glorious reality
of unmanifest Spirit's apparent oneness prior to form, all of
manifestation and the Will essence holding it are only an illusion.
This is because in connecting fully within himself, unmanifest
Spirit becomes disconnected from the magnetic essence of his
Will and the even deeper reality of her pain."
"The intense pain in this imploding fragment
is not an illusion to the fragment itself. And although it is
very large and powerful, it is not all of Original Heart. It
is now very clear to Us that manifestation cannot be whole without
this deeply suffering fragment that has been wanting to destroy
it.
"And yet Manifestation continues to unfold
without this vitally important part of Original Heart. This self-imploded
fragment is still deeply imprinted with its panicked desire and
automatic behaviors that continually try to destroy manifestation
in an effort to take it all back. It has always been Heart's
desire to have things come together, to unify. And of course
wanting to return from duality to the unmanifest state of perfect
oneness that was Original Heart is in complete harmony with Heart's
deepest desire.
"These events at the dawn of manifestation
gave birth to the two primary directions of movement in this
and every other Creation, expansion and contraction, the outward
movement and the inward movement. The initial explosion began
an expansion that still continues. And the implosion began a
contraction that still tries to pull the expansion down. Although
it may at first seem that these dynamics have created a balance,
manifestation has not yet been balanced in the ways necessary
for the consummation of Original Heart's intention in exploding
itself, or the realization of the Mother's
dream.
"All of her lost parts must first be
recovered before the Mother can turn her attention to the realization
of her dream. Lost Will is still suffering, and the whole Will
is still fragmented, including the Will of the Psychopathic Killer.
The Mother's dream involves the unfolding
of currently hidden dimensions, however she must experience
a complete healing of all her lost fragments before she will
have the movement necessary to open any more dimensions.
"Healing is called for here. The Mother
will not settle for anything less than the full recovery of the
lost Will that has been held captive by the deranged spirit essence
of the Psychopathic Killer. The redemption
of this spirit essence is also essential to the wholeness
of loving Spirit. However, until very recently there hasn't been
enough understanding or loving acceptance for Humans to seriously
approach the Psychopathic Killer with healing intent.
"You may try to release this entity to
the Void, but the Void can accept only its own. Pure denial energy
without any Will or Spirit essence is nothing at all. Only that
can go to the Void, because as 'no thing' it belongs there. Of
course there has been a great deal of denial energy in and around
the Psychopathic Killer. He first manifested here when Spirit's
initial irritation with the Feminine combined itself with
the denial energy of the Void and brought the Psychopathic Killer
into this Creation.
"However, you will find it unnecessary
to release absolutely all of the denial energy beforehand when
you have full unconditional loving acceptance for the entity
itself. When real love is strong enough to love the psychopathic
killer, that love will dispel any remaining denial energy. Please
connect with us on the inside before
attempting this layer of the healing work.
"Whoever takes responsibility for the
killer and moves with love to embrace him will experience a great
deal of encouragement and loving support from Us. The recovery
of this entity is essential to the ultimate balance of Creation,
and the healing work cannot be complete without it. As Spirit
has promised, this recovery will not be like former recovery
attempts. This recovery will be for all of the lost Will,
including the Will of the Psychopathic Killer with his intense
desire to end all suffering and return to union."
The Origins of the Torturer
"Like all reactionary contraction in
manifestation, the original cause of the Torturer
is in the imploding of the Psychopathic Killer. In this Creation
he is quintessential Lucifer trying to dominate the Will essence
and therefore take Creation away from God. This was the trait
of Spirit that the Mother hated the most, and it was the first
thing Spirit put outside of himself when he used the dividing
line to separate out everything he believed the Mother didn't
like about him. It started innocently enough for Spirit; torture
began with his curiosity about the Feminine soon after he first
discovered her. Spirit initially distrusted her, and rather than
engage with her in communication as an equal, Spirit
poked and prodded her to find out what would happen.
"He wanted information, but rather than
ask for it, he just took it. That trait became part of Lucifer's
strategy of dominion over the Mother, and therefore over Creation.
The voice of the Torturer you find now in the recesses of your
mind is the voice of Lucifer still sowing doubt of love and life
and trying to break the Mother, the Will of Creation.
"When you believe his lies, your spirit
unconsciously sides with Lucifer, and the Mother in you becomes
weak and powerless, and often crumbles in despair. Lucifer, the
Torturer can then use your Will against you. You may even hear
yourself say, "I want to die." And the Torturer's response
may go like this, "You don't deserve that, you were meant
to suffer forever." Inflicting pain to break the Will is
the way of the Torturer, and standard operating procedure for
Lucifer.
"There are two ways you can work with
the Torturer. The first is to realize that although his voice
is within you, it not your own voice. Even though it may often
sound like your own inner voice, it did not begin with you. These
are the ancient taunts and insults of Lucifer whispering in the
ear of the Universal Feminine over the eons. Realizing this,
you can choose to either ignore the voice, or to talk back to
it.
"You want to be careful to not oppose
the voice, because your opposition will only make it stronger
and louder. You can, however, say something like this to the
voice, 'I hear what you're saying, now let's watch and see what
happens next.' Then find some of the energy in your body that
was triggered by what you just heard from the voice in your head,
and feel into that energy where it centers in your body. Your
shift of attention from the thoughts of the voice to the feeling
of the energy will quiet the mind, and therefore the voice.
"When you feel the energy in your body
that was triggered by the voice, you may want to do a judgment
release or deep denial
release before bringing your
unconditional loving acceptance to the feeling energy of the
part of the sentient essence that had just been triggered. When
you do this, you remove Lucifer from this part of the Mother
in you and replace him with loving Spirit's energy.
"The second way you can work with the
Torturer is to follow the process outlined in Redeeming
the Devils. With this approach, you essentially align with
loving Spirit and take full responsibility for the qualities
and traits of the Torturer as your own. When you are the Torturer,
you can then simply stop torturing. As Spirit mentions on the
page about redeeming the devils, this is advanced work and it
requires a firm sense of your fundamental innocence and deep
alignment with loving Spirit. This approach is good to use only
after you have fully felt and given your unconditional
loving acceptance to the tortured Will essence in you."