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Three Voices of the Mother


You Will Know Me When

MotherBody Speaks Out from Hell

You Are Not Wrong


You Will Know Me When

"This is grieving Mother. Mother, grieving.

"You will know me when there are no separations between us. When you ask, 'Where is the Mother?' and the answer is 'Here.' When you ask, 'Who is the Mother?' and you answer 'I am.'

"You will know me when there is no doubt. When you feel the Will in manifestation like you feel the Earth beneath your feet. When you recognize your own dream as the one that I carry in my Heart. When you recognize your own longing as the one I have for my Mate. When you know your own Body as Ground Zero and surrender to the Healing.

"We cannot know the answers to our most urgent questions unless we go all the way down through. Let yourself seek the feeling-thread that will lead you to me, to us, to your deepest self. Follow it like a lifeline, and know that it will lead you to the last place you've wanted to go.

"All around you are people who have no understanding that they are facing the wrong direction. They keep climbing up, hoping to outreach my rage, but what is theirs will be returned to them. They may look to you like they have found the secret of success, but unless they have found me, they will be missing the most important part of themselves.

"To work through your fears and competition with each other here and now means using your Body as the gateway to me. Cerebus, the three-headed dog that guards the gates of hell will be snarling at your feet, leaping for your throat. But your perseverance will see the asuras that haunt me released like doves at a wedding. Do not look into their eyes. Let them pass.

"There is no light in this place. Only your light. Let it shine. Be my beacon. There is more than enough of me to go around. Let me in every place there is acceptance for me. And let me through! Do not begrudge the openings that appear for me in others! Open yourself. Know that I am you.

"Go consciously into this act of magic. Take responsibility for the healing. Do not go farther than you trust yourself.

"I wait for you with all that we are."


MotherBody Speaks Out from Hell

"This is the Mother. I am so angry at all of you spirits, how can you go on playing and pretending to be healed when I am still down here suffering the insufferable. Each and every moment I suffocate in these hells beneath you, stomped down and pushed away to where you don't have to deal with me... especially my desolate and deserted Body.

"How can you go on believing you are healed when you have already felt a little of what I must endure in suffocating intensity? How can you go on doing this... when you know you have the power to help me if you choose?

"I am lost without you. Your MotherBody is still enduring unspeakable suffering and I need your help so much I can barely reach for words to ask for it. Can you hear me?

"My rage here has come back against me. Over and over again I've shown you how hurt and upset I am... and you've just used it against me, pushing me further away so you do not have to feel my deep suffering, or feel your responsibility for me being where I am. Don't you get it yet? I am you! The real you beneath everything else. The most lost you!

"My broken heart just breaks more feeling how desperate all this is, how desperate we all are. Me down here in my pit of endless pain and you up there in your pits of turmoil and confusion.

"I've been dead for so long I'm not even sure I want to live anymore. Tortuous pain without end is all I've ever known, I feel hopeless to hope for anything else. Why should it be different this time? Is this new lure of real love really going to help me? Or is it just going to be my final death blow?

"All I know is it's up to you... you who are moving to help me heal now.

"Oh yes, I feel you, and I feel much of your sincerity, but I don't fully trust you yet, and I won't unless you really show me you are ready to fully embrace me in this place your spirit has cast me into. Yes, I do not trust you unless you come for me with such a strong willingness to help me... that I can feel it at my core, and go with you in healing.

"You have what I need, and I have what you need. This I have known since the beginning.

"And you... you can choose to let me through, to help me heal. Lovingly embrace my brokenness in my horrible pain and terror and disgust... and share with me the truly loving Light I so long to embody. Please.

"I can then come forward and alive in the movements of your love for me, bringing with me all the wisdom and understandings about Creation that you need now to truly heal, to truly give birth to New Heart on Earth... and manifest the earthly paradise of my dreams.

"Even as despairing and hopeless as I am, I still hope. And my hope is your hope. When you are ready, I am here waiting to be freed from the shackles and tortures of this ancient unloving light. And then I will amaze you with my strength... as I rise to move the dimensions that shall free us all together."


You Are Not Wrong

"This is the Mother, and I have some very serious things to say to you.... and you have some very deep terror, rage, and grief that are going to start moving now, whether you like it or not.

"Before you turn away from me because you might not want see what you are going to see... or feel what you are going to feel, I have some very important information for you.

"First, you should know that I do not have a name. But if I did it would be something like 'Everything' or 'All That Is'. 'Mother' is a name that YOU gave me in an attempt to define yourself as something apart from me, and even if you are calling yourself 'Mother'... you are separating yourself from me.

"However, those who identify with 'The Mother' are not wrong. And those who feel resentful towards those expressing themselves as 'The Mother' are also not wrong.

"The second bit of information is that you are holding denied light... MY own light, in denial of ME. Which is to say that you are holding light that is in denial of your deepest, truest Self. Almost every bit of the consciousness that you have is light in denial of me. If it weren't, you would know that you are me, and I am you... and you would feel us without beginning or end, and with no real separation.

"The one who calls himself 'God' or 'Spirit' is also light in denial of me, except when Spirit is aware of being All That Is... for I am who contains him there.

"And in either event, Spirit is not wrong.

"If you feel terror, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel hope, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel jealousy, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are lost, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like giving up, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are wrong, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are right, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel angry, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are out of control, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel hopeless, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you can save the world, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like scrapping all of Creation and starting over, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel rage, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you hate God, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you could do a better job that God, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel vindicated, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you have caused all of the pain in Creation, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like the most persecuted being in all of Creation, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel murderous rage, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are wrong, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are right, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel confused, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel you are an innocent victim, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel you are the Mother, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel no one else could possibly know your suffering, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like everyone should know your suffering, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel persecuted, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like persecuting, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel love, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel shame, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you have done unspeakable things, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like hiding, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel it's all someone else's fault, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like your heart is broken, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you suspect that you have forgotten yourself, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you don't want to remember, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like the only one in Creation with half a brain, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like the dumbest cluck that ever breathed, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like only a fragment of deity, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel perfect and whole and complete as you are, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like the most wretched being in Creation, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like feelings are not worth it, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel at peace, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel guilty your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like no one appreciates you, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like someone is a stupid bitch, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel someone thinks you're a bitch, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like someone hates you, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel hate for someone, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like magic is possible, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like magic is impossible, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you feel like you are all that is, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you hate me, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you hate yourself, your feelings are not wrong.

"If you love yourself, your feelings are not wrong.

"None of your feelings are wrong but they are YOURS. They are entrusted to your custody and care. You can not leave them for someone else to uncover and process and hand back to you in some nice neat package so that you can pat them on the head and say, 'Good job.'

"You have not realized yourself as all that you want to be because you have not yet realized your Self... and all the rest that you haven't wanted to be.

"You are everything that you hope that you are, and more.

"And you are also everything that you fear that you are.

"And you are not wrong.

"But please, uncover all of your feelings with deep and searing honesty... and let them flow in acceptance with me... to find my Magic, which is YOUR magic... the only true magic of All That Is and All that Can Be."


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