Healing Class Discussion
Lesson Four:
Body
Becoming New Heart
Does
Earth Lead the Way?
Grandfather
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Becoming New Heart
Thank you for this wonderful material. This
material is necessary for deeper understanding of original cause.
It almost seems pre-planned and even necessary that this information
is being presented to us at this time, more than a decade after
the Right Use of Will Original Cause
I and II.
I still have some conceptual difficulties
with the concept of oneness, heart or the pre-manifest. From
what I could gather from this material, space and time are inherent
in oneness. Is this correct understanding? I was always under
the impression that space-time is inherent only in form.
"This is Grandfather.
Your impression has been correct. Space and time as you know
them are features of manifestation, and do not exist outside
of Form. However, the impetus or desire for space, time and energy/matter
were inherent in the oneness of Original Heart. When Heart played
the original game of 'hide and seek', it was like an imaginative
experience. A part of Heart was always aware of itself as the
whole. The radical separation of Self that Form has enabled...
permits true forgetfulness of this awareness."
I had always suspected that boredom and loneliness
was possible in oneness, but this possibility was always denied
in traditional Eastern teachings. I'm happy to have resolved
this doubt. Thank you Grandfather.
"Yes, and true wholeness has not yet
been experienced in Form. Those who have achieved a high degree
of 'oneness' have done so without the benefit of knowing all
of the Mother's pain. She has been 'transcended' along with Form
itself in most spiritual practices on Earth, and not only Eastern
practices. There are many denials inherent in any transcendental
approach to Truth.
"The Spirit of this Creation has already
discussed this issue here. The
way back to Original Heart is not in transcending the Mother
or Form. All of it, everything... must be found, owned and realized
as essential to New Heart. All of the lost essence must be brought
back home, and definitely not transcended."
So boredom and loneliness was the original
impetus for Form!
"Yes. Form's purpose has been to find
the healing for that profound loneliness."
Did Heart not foresee the difficulties that
Form was to later experience? Did Heart care at that point?
"Heart cared very deeply. It was the
last thing to do, after doing everything else, including, as
I mentioned... exploring all of the possibilities of imaginative,
virtual form. And yes, Heart foresaw the difficulties... and
hated them. Heart also foresaw the devastation that would be
caused to the feeling parts of Self, and knew that devastation
would reverberate throughout all Form, and would eventually have
to be healed... all of it. And Heart knew that there would be
only fragments to do that healing work in the beginning.
"Heart felt deeply into this and realized
that many, many times there would be a strong wish that manifestation
had never happened. And Heart also knew that the desire for companions,
for another... to share love... made this sacrifice of Self necessary,
even demanded it."
Is there a similarity between the desire for
Heart to fragment and the desire for some spirits on earth for
suicide? Was there another possibility for Heart to resolve His/Her
loneliness at the time?
"Heart did not desire to fragment. That
was the problem. Heart desired to remain whole and have other
beings like Heart present too. But without form, without duality,
that was impossible. So Heart had two conflicting desires...
wholeness and peer level companionship. Duality began here.
"After all the possibilities of wholeness
were explored and known and appreciated, Heart's desire for companionship
exceeded its desire for wholeness... as the one and only being.
And yes, suicide is a reenactment of Heart's original sacrifice.
But desire for suicide is not limited to Earth. Heart's self-inflicted
wound set all of the imprints, in every Creation... for reaching
out to the Void, and for opening to death. And to also mention...
all of the imprints for aggression and bad intent.
"Unlike almost all other suicides, however,
Original Heart's attitude in harming itself was one of supreme
hope, and not despair, And no, Heart knew of no other possibility.
Duality had already begun once Self was complete. But Heart also
knew that the gaps of the Void would eventually be overcome and
healed, and that death and entropy would eventually be pushed
back and reversed. There are many judgments against suicide that
still need to be released... along with all of the judgments
that say entropy and death are inevitable.
So, if I understand this correctly, the Void
is absence of Love, and the Void is part and parcel of Form.
"Yes, in that Love is all. The Void is
the absence of anything and everything, and the presence of annihilation.
On the other side it is the fount of Creation, it is what is
just prior to Spirit and Will in manifestation. The Void is not
exactly a part of Form, but necessary for Form, to existence
itself... as the antithesis of manifestation. It is the essential
counter-balance to existence, and it's presence is fed by its
denial, just as manifestation's presence is enhanced by its acceptance.
The Void is preventing the fragments from
coming together and reuniting as planned.
"This depends upon whose plan you're
referring to. As the Spirit of Original Heart, my
plan has always accounted for the Void, and for its function
of separation. But the Void is more than mere emptiness. It is
the source of all the gaps in Creation... which have caused all
the Mother's pain... and the source of most of Spirit's frustration.
There is great terror on either side of the Gap, as one draws
near the Void. Because in the Void, or rather from out of it...
comes the annihilation of Creation,
the antithesis of existence. This makes bridging and healing
gaps feel very risky, and in that way you can say that it is
preventing fragments from coming together.
Is it still possible for this reunion to happen
on a global level? How soon?
"Yes, the reunion will be happening here,
and it will be global... and it will eventually include all Creations,
not only this one. 'Soon' is a very relative measure of time,
which is itself completely subjective and dependent upon the
point of reference. It will certainly be sooner than later, but
in the beginning it will be relevant, even noticeable... only
to those who are directly involved."
I can't wait any longer to feel New Heart.
I think I feel it sometimes when I do the running energy exercise
but I'm not sure. Is there any other way to reunite? How can
I know that what I'm feeling is New Heart?
"Feeling New Heart is the first step
to becoming New Heart. And knowing that there is such a thing
as New Heart is very helpful in beginning to feel it. Love, real
love... is much different than you have believed. Real love has
no shame, no guilt, blame or denial with it... it's balanced
and pure, unconditional love of both Spirit and Will in union
as Self. This is the most important understanding, and so far
the least understood element regarding wholeness of being.
"New Heart, like Original Heart... knows
that ultimately there is no other to love, there is only Self.
Real Love is unconditional, full and complete love of Self...
with no need for reference to other. And when there is reference
to another, Real Love is given without need, or expectation of
anything in return. Real Heart is present when the Mother draws
my Light through your own spirit and through the Spirit of this
Creation, the one you call God.
"The Mother's draw unites your spirit
with God and brings the two levels of spirit into alignment.
God is now aligned with me, unlike in previous attempts at full
recovery in this Creation... so the Mother in you finds Loving
Light whose source goes all the way back to me, Grandfather...
the Spirit of Original Heart. Our Light is then recognizable
to the Mother, and she remembers me and our Original Love.
"You can know you are experiencing Real
Heart if you feel within yourself the connection between the
Mother and Grandfather. This is the experience of Original Heart.
Our connection within you re-members the Original Union of Spirit
and Will, before our separation out of Original Heart. There
is no guilt, no blame, no denial of pain. But there is the clear
Loving Light of deep compassion and understanding, and the nearly
overwhelming movement of a very great and very deep grief.
"Yes, the running
energy exercise is a very likely place to first discover
New Heart. And your practices with energy will gradually change
as New Heart begins to take over the channeling of your energy.
It is very good to allow yourself to be taught by this new presence
of Love. You'll know it is right because it is without shame
or guilt, blame or denial... because it is a kind of Love that
includes all, accepts all.
"Original Heart knew that it would find
itself again... but this time in manifestation. And Heart knew
that now in the multiplicity of Form, there would surely be others
like Heart... companions, other whole and complete beings with
whom to share manifestation.
"And Original Heart knew that when it
finally found itself again... there would be others too, peers
with whom Heart could explore and heal all of the gaps in manifestation,
and all of the pain they have caused... others with whom to explore
all of the pleasures that sharing manifestation with another
like Self can bring.
"Your practice of finding New Heart within
yourself, finding yourself to be New Heart... is the first step
in Original Heart's rediscovery of Self. The next step comes
when you realize there are others who are doing the same, and
they join with you as peers and cooperate with each other in
the healing of the so far unhealable gaps that are causing the
Mother's pain.
"If you find yourself facing intimidating
forms, in competition with others, or find others in competition
with you, you will know you have not yet completed the first
step. But please go easy on yourself here, no one has done this
yet... no one has completely re-membered Original Heart in Form.
"Perhaps you will be the first. If so,
you will very quietly become very powerful, and you will gained
all that power and greatness because you have had Original Hearts
desire for others just as powerful as you. And you will have
remembered all the pain, suffering and death that has brought
us here, and you'll find both magically and miraculously that
you and all your kind live and love cooperatively and harmoniously
together in complete freedom. Original Heart's intent and the
very nature of manifestation have made this inevitable."
Thank you all.
"You are welcome. And thanking 'all'
is a very good way to thank. This healing will happen only within
you, and only with the help of others. The work is a very large,
common effort among many... at all levels of being. And in the
end, it is all you. You are one whole being, and yet you are
not alone. And this is the greatest of all the hard-won blessings
of manifestation."
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