"When I visited
the Void to separate Lucifer from the rest of my Light, I
discovered the source of the earlier trouble between the Mother
and me. In the Void was very densely concentrated deep denial
energy. The presence of this denial energy seemed to me to be
individual beings, and I immediately understood they were in
the Void because they wanted only oblivion. This energy appeared
as a swarm of huge winged creatures with shiny black, spindly
bodies. They looked quite grotesque, like elongated skeletons
of bats.
"With intense hatred they complained
bitterly to me that their slumber in oblivion had been disturbed
by my presence here now. And they let me know how upset they
were earlier when the pulsing of my Light and the movements of
the Mother's magnetic essence disturbed them... as the Mother
and I emerged from opposite ends of the Void.
"They let me know that they were here
because they wanted only death and oblivion. They represented
the opposite of everything I later came to know as 'good'. I
also learned later that they were here as the antithesis of all
the fundamental qualities in Grandfather's
original, perfect Creation.
"When Grandfather chose to have only
life, love, beauty, harmony, and goodness in his Creation, he
had to find a place for the qualities that were necessary to
balance these. Because manifestation requires duality, in order
for a thing to exist, its opposite must also exist somewhere
to balance it. 'Up' without 'down' is impossible, and so is 'good'
without 'evil'. In the Void Grandfather placed all of the energy
and values that were the antithesis of his Creation. This worked
well for all concerned. This energy wished for oblivion or non-existence,
so he denied he granted their wish by denying them existence.
"Denial energy is not in form, it is
beyond form. It has no essence, it's not Spirit or Mother, so
speaking of it must be somewhat metaphoric. 'Asuras', as they've
become known, are the metaphoric spirits of denial. Since they
don't actually exist as beings, speaking of 'them' as if they
are beings can be misleading.
I do so here with the understanding that they
are the metaphoric representatives of the deep denial energy
of the Void. 'Asuras' or 'denial spirits' are symbols of the
energy that denies life, love, beauty, harmony and goodness.
This energy seek death, and hates everything that keeps it from
its deepest desire of permanent oblivion.
"Denial energy has existed on every level
of Creation, including the physical where it manifests as viruses
and cancers. The strategy of asuric energy is to satisfy the
desire for death and oblivion through the destruction of the
environment that keeps it alive... manifestation.
"The energy was awakened from what it
had thought was an eternal sleep when the magnetic essence moved
and I responded. The denial energy attached itself to the sense
of startle, confusion and annoyance in my Light, and it brought
its attitudes of hatred, death and destruction with it. The message
in the energy is, 'You have disturbed me, and now I must kill
you.' Although I wasn't aware that I was doing it, this was the
painful message that the Mother received when she first received
my Light.
"I had been unaware of the existence
of this intensely compressed energy until I met 'the asuras'
in the Void. This was the place Grandfather had found for them
to rest in peace. The denial energy they represent could not
be part of his perfect Creation because it did not want to be
there. He created eternal life for all who wanted it, the asuric
energy wanted death and oblivion.
"Grandfather had it so that love would
reign, but then love's denial could only hate. He created beauty,
harmony and goodness. Denial wanted destruction. He and Grandmother
determined the right place for denial energy to be the Void,
because there the asuric energy could find what it truly desired...
the final peace of non-existence, its own oblivion. The Grandparents
did this in the early stages of their original Creation, before
there was any thought of any other Creations.
"When the Mother and I first emerged
as the two creative essences of this Creation, we came into being
out of the Void... the right place of denial energy, 'the asuras'
home... and of course the very place this energy felt certain
it would be forever undisturbed. For a very long time I was perplexed
by what seemed to be impossible encounters with pure evil. I
know now that coming through the concentrated denial energy of
the Void has been the only way for a completely new Creation
to come into existence.
"We had to emerge from the Void, and
in doing so, we disturbed the 'denial spirits,' the 'uns' of
Grandfather's Creation. Once disturbed, this energy was intensely
fierce and vicious, and of course it still is. It believes the
only way back to its beloved oblivion is to tear down and destroy
the Creation whose activities have destroyed its resting place.
Denial energy has 'infected' some of the Mother
essence, and this is why it had seemed to be the apparently separate
beings I've called 'asuras' and 'denial spirits.'
"Judgments against self or others is
a form of denial. Doing judgment release
as I've suggested is an effective way of moving denial energy
out of your emotional, Will essence. To release the more concentrated,
deep denial energy, it is good to follow my suggestions in the
practice of 'true sacrifice.'
"We have inherited Grandfather's denial
spirits, and they hate us for being here. And now we must help
them find their right place again. It's not here. This Creation,
and those of yours and your peers that will follow have a different
program. Like Grandfather's Creation, yours will be one of life
and love, beauty and freedom.
"Unlike Grandfather's Creation, however,
this and the Creations to follow will not be perfect. We will
go on endlessly evolving. And best of all, we'll be here in physical
form to do it. The energy of hatred and denial does not wish
to be here with us. The asuric energy wants the oblivion that
Grandfather had originally promised it. For the healing work
to succeed and not be reversed, a complete separation is needed
between denial energy, the Void... and everything else.
"Now, you might ask how wholeness is
to be achieved if something is left out. This is a good question
and it leads to a most crucial understanding. Wholeness has an
opposite, and its opposite must also exist if wholeness does.
Fragmentation is the opposite of wholeness. With only one whole
being, fragmentation has been the only way to experience presence
with another being.
Cosmic Loneliness
"The impetus for Grandfather and the
original Mother to spawn another Creation was the sense of aloneness
they experienced. When they had achieved perfection in complete
union, they were one being again, just like Original
Heart. And they were alone.
"Grandfather and the original Mother
have since found a solution to their isolation. The Mother of
this Creation and I are the beginning of it. And you humans who
are in physical existence are the next stage of it.
"The plan,
of course, is that Deity have peers. The fragmentation of Deity
so that parts of us can have separate existence has been only
one step in the process. Fragmentation is not the solution to
cosmic loneliness. Wholeness of separate beings is.
"Although I didn't know it at the time,
my fragmentation into Lucifer and Ahriman were part of the plan
Grandfather and Grandmother had foreseen as a correction to the
perfection of their original Creation. Another part of the plan
is my redemption of both Lucifer and
Ahriman. And this includes your own spirit's redemption of
its denials, assuming your intention is wholeness.
"When Spirit is whole at both the personal
and Universal levels, I will be able to align completely with
the Mother and all of her essence in you... as we consummate
our union in your wholeness. New Heart then emerges in you, manifesting
as Body... as you embody the Father
or Mother of Manifestation.
"Redemption of my denials means that
I redeem and own for myself all
of the essence, qualities, traits and behaviors I'd put outside
of love. No more projection, no more separation of Being.
"Redemption also means that I take responsibility
for the actions of my former denials, and thereby reclaim their
powers, bringing them inside of love. The Spirit polarity will
be united, with neither Ahriman nor Lucifer at the head. The
Godhead is loving Light's right
place.
"The loneliness experienced by Original
Heart and in the Creation of Grandfather and Grandmother
will not happen this time in manifestation. There are many humans
who are willing and capable of embodying the Mother and Spirit
here on Earth as New Heart.
"This endeavor is a collaboration between
Humanity and Deity. It is the consummation of the healing work
and the realization of Original Heart's intention that there
be not just one, but many whole beings in manifestation... all
peers in their greatness and wholeness.
"This movement of healing into wholeness
begins with humans working collaboratively and in concert with
Deity. Once denied Spirit is redeemed and all of the lost Will
reclaimed, the wholeness you embody then spreads quickly to others.
The further movement of wholeness spreading then sets the stage
for the realization of the
Mother's Dream, and the relatively sudden transformation
of the dominate paradigm on this planet... so that love reigns
in all encounters and every wish truly desired is granted without
delay."
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