"This is Spirit addressing the Parents
of Creation, the Mother and Father of Manifestation. You will
soon manifest on Earth in human form, but it is the humans who
are aware of your growing presence in them that I will address
first. To begin, I wish to be clear about what it means to be
'parental.'
"The parental part of a being is the
part that takes responsibility for all the other parts. Every
being in Creation is presently fragmented. Parts of each being
are split apart, gapped from each other. The parental part of
a being is the one who understands that this is the condition,
and takes on the responsibility of healing all of the fragmentation...
returning the being to wholeness.
"The part that takes responsibility for
the healing may or may not be the same part that was causal to
the fragmentation. Being parental is not only a position. It
is first and foremost an attitude and way of action, a set of
behaviors that say, 'I may or may not have caused this mess,
but I am the one who will attend to its healing. I am the responsible
one, the buck stops here, with me.'
"If the parental parts of the Mother
and Father are to be manifesting on Earth in human form, then
the humans involved must be willing to take on the parental responsibilities
of the Parents of Creation. But 'parent' has been a term with
mixed meanings for most of you. Whenever I speak of parentalness,
I mean it in terms of true parenting... mothering or fathering
behaviors that demonstrate loving responsibility.
"For instance, being parental means not
placing blame on others. Blame is one end of the guilt-blame
continuum, it's the result of moving guilt from oneself to another
through fragmentation or projection. Judgment
release is the spirit's antidote for both guilt and blame,
and a vital tool for those aspiring to true parenthood.
"True parentalness is also a way of being
that accepts and honors all of the parts, fragments and 'inner
children' of the being... regardless of previous judgments or
perceived 'faults.' The true parent is accepting and inclusive,
making space for all.
"When you are truly parenting, you are
nurturing and supportive, you guide but do not direct, always
engage when asked to, and never punish or deny. However, if it
is not your Will to parent, then of course you should not try
to... without first moving whatever would need to move there.
"True parents take responsibility for
everything that's happened, forgiving and correcting with love
and kindness... their own mistakes, and the mistakes of all their
fragments. But 'responsible' has taken on another meaning which
has caused some confusion.
"Too often it is asked, 'Who is responsible
for this?' as another way of saying, 'Who is to blame for this?'
But finding who is to blame is unimportant to the healing, because
ultimately no one is at fault here.
"Everyone has been doing the best they
can with what they've had to work with at the time. Who will heal this?' is the really important question,
and then only when the answer is 'me.' If you truly desire wholeness
and balance, you must take the responsibility for finding what
of you is missing... and parenting it back into wholeness with
the rest of you. No one else, including the Mother or me, can
do this for you.
"Balance is the key to both wholeness
and good parenting. Those with a preponderance of Spirit essence
need to find balance by owning more of their Will, particularly
the Lost Will of the lower chakras that is still in Hell, painfully
awaiting rescue. Those with more available Will essence need
to find my Loving Light in their upper chakras, and channel it
to where it's needed in their Will to replace my denied light...
which has used the upper chakras to keep the lower chakras captive
and unable to move.
"Those who identify with Heart need to
find the parental essence of New Heart
through the new union of the Father and Mother within them. Finding
wholeness is the fine art of finding true balance, finding the
healing in each and every gap in which you have participated.
"Many beings, however, do not wish to
be parental, or feel that it is not right for them to be. They
wish to be one who is taken care of, rather than be the one who
takes care of the others. This is what is right for them, at
least in this stage of their evolution... but it is also in their
best interests to release judgments. In this case the judgments
needing to be released are those that have had them believing
they are wrong or bad to want to be taken care of, to be as children,
to evolve in their own right way and right time... or even to
remain as a fragment of another being.
"Everyone in Creation is here for a specific
reason and purpose, and humans are no exception. You each have
your individual purpose or role to play, and you have your collective
purpose as a species of evolutionary Will beings. Bringing the
Mother and Spirit together as New Heart in Body is the common
denominator in your true identity as a species of parental, Creator
beings.
"Heart's place at the balance point between
Spirit and Will has the most potential for true, balanced parentalness.
But as the first offspring of the already fragmented and gapped
Spirit and Will in this Creation, Heart has often not felt empowered
enough to identify with New Heart, to become parental to the
whole of Creation. Human parentalness as the conscious and sentient
form, the Body of Spirit and Will, as the Father and Mother of
Manifestation... is not something that can be done in competition
with the Mother and me, but only in concert with us... as you
follow our lead in reclaiming more of our parentalness.
"Each human is unique, and yet all humans
are equal in status. There is no true moral or spiritual hierarchy
that would rank them by their physical characteristics, the polarity
of their essence, their relative parentalness, or their role
in the healing. And all humans are entitled to, and will come
to enjoy... the benefits of wholeness and Free Will that will
be secured for all... by those of you who choose to be parental
to the fragmentation and gaps in the Mother, and between her
and me... that were originally caused by my Light in denial.
"Every human has within them a spark
of Divine Light, my presence and the presence of Grandfather...
just as every human has the presence of the parental part of
the Divine Will, the Mother of All
That Is. Our presence within you, no matter how deeply hidden,
is the key to understanding your unique identity as both manifested
creature... and divine being.
"Throughout the history of your species
there have been serious judgments against your creaturehood,
and a strong urge to deny this part of yourselves in favor of
what has been judged to be more acceptable to my Light... your
immortal divinity, or 'soul' as you have termed it. These judgments
began when spirits decided to become manifest in bodies bound
by time and space. Many of you got stuck in forms you did not
like, and from which you could not escape with all of yourself
intact.
"The judgments that formed against manifestation
paralleled my own judgments against my Body, the Father of Manifestation.
I have already talked about the emergence
of the Father, and the process of manifestation. So now,
my dear, unfairly maligned Body... I have begun clearing the
air about my old judgments against you, and releasing them...
so that you and I can find our true alignment in human form.
"On the other side of things is the alignment
of the Mother of All... with her own Body, the human feminine
form. The parental part of the Mother and parental part of Spirit
are finding their alignment within the human you, even if you
are not yet aware of this. If you can find one of us within,
the other will be very close at hand. Our parental parts are
already aligned with each other, including within each being
who is aware of our essences within.
"I have already pledged my complete support
and loving acceptance to the parental part of the Mother in each
human aware enough to do this work. I am undenying my lost light
as quickly as I know how, and becoming more and more congruent
in my alignment with the Mother and her core desires.
"The Mother has made it clear to me that
her deepest desire is her wholeness, and to her this means all
of her essence in open, loving reunion with Spirit as New Heart
in Body. She was very badly fragmented by our initial contacts
with each other. As I have become increasingly and acutely aware
of the extent of the devastation caused by my then unseen denials,
my own core desire of solitude has been superseded by an even
deeper desire to be present with the Mother, and that now means
aiding her in recovering all of her Lost Will. This is what I've
meant when I've spoken of my healing intent.
"I have already discussed the problems
and issues in healing my denials, and the approach I've taken
to reclaiming my lost light with
you, the human readers of these pages... and of course with those
I've reached on the inside. And
I've encouraged you to do the same. Now I wish to help you find
the parental part of each of us within yourself as a human being.
Speaking directly to the Parents of Creation in you is one way
to do this.
To the Father
"My Body... the Father of Creation, you
have been given all the credit for creating the universe. This
is because I had originally denied the Mother's role in manifestation.
She had no Body of her own, and believed she must rely upon you
for physicality. Even in the original land of Pangea here on
Earth... she was so fragmented that her parental presence was
barely physical, and not even recognizable to you. But things
are different now.
"There is now an evolutionary form in
dense manifestation that has two equal genders and is capable
of manifesting not only your masculine presence, but the Mother's
feminine presence as well. The human form is a creature of great
potential. Although truly evolutionary, you have guided its development
to a place where it is now possible to not only achieve divine
union, but to also recover all of the lost essence in Creation,
both the lost Will and the lost, denied spirit essence that has
held the vital missing Will essence separate from the parental
part of the Mother.
"This is our new task together. I know
we have had very serious differences in the past, and that I
have denied you heavily. I was confused, angry and jealous of
the Mother's attraction to you. I believed at the time that I
wanted a 'hands off' universe so that I could withdraw into my
solitude whenever I wished, for as long as I wished. But the
Mother had something else in mind. She wanted a universe of great
love and intimate involvement.
"The Mother wanted a universe of tender
touch and deep feeling where each being was loved, honored, supported
and cared for. I felt threatened by this, it felt too confining
to me... and I made a separation between myself and the Mother's
desires. What I didn't know then was that when I gapped from
her desires, I gapped from my own Will... and relegated myself
to a position of detached observer, impotent to act in Creation.
In doing that, of course... I denied my parentalness.
"The Mother filled this Gap by drawing
you forth from my denials... the Father of Manifestation.
And then you became her lover. On one hand I was relieved that
with you here I didn't have to be so present in Creation... and
on the other hand I was furious that you took my place with the
Mother. Many times since then I relinquished my own parentalness
by blaming you and the Mother for all that's gone wrong in Creation.
And of course, I kept my distance from you both.
"But now all of this is changing. I am
now moving toward the Mother and you, my Body And this is being
reflected as more upper chakra Will essence coming into alignment
with the plight of the lower chakra Will essence in those humans
who are doing this work. The upper chakras have been responsible
for holding my Light (and my denials).
"But unlike our all of our other attempts
at recovery... this time I am finding my alignment with you and
the Mother, rather than insisting that you both align with me.
And I've asked the humans who are aware that they are hosting
your presence within their forms to help me find this new alignment
with you... inside of them. I'm now asking that humans align
their own spirit with you, Body... and with their Will, their
Desire, the Mother as she feels and moves inside of them.
To the Mother
"Mother of Creation, you are a truly
wondrous being. I know you well and love you deeply, and yet
still I have been keeping my distance for fear of upsetting you
more than you've already been by me and my denied light.
"My denials... in the forms of Lucifer
and Ahriman have told you that I don't
care, that I believe you are unworthy and undesirable, and that
I will never be able to love you or accept you as you are. My
denials have told you that their kind of spirit is the best you
can ever hope for... and you have indeed abandoned hope for any
better. Naturally this has made you discouraged and bitter, and
I don't blame you for feeling so.
"I must say that I am not just my denials.
I am Loving Light that is parental
to these denials that have plagued you forever, and I am
moving to withdraw them from you now. And I ask your help. Please
help me find the parental part of the Mother in the humans who
are holding your lost essence, so they can help bring me and
my Light more directly to you.
"Only the parental Mother of Manifestation
in the humans who are holding you present on Earth now can lead
me to the denied light that is still keeping you captive in Hell.
When I encounter the bad light, I will reclaim it... and replace
the light of oppression and denial with the Light of loving acceptance.
But I cannot do this without the willing draw of the core parental,
human feminine form... you, the Mother of Manifestation.
"As it is becoming more clear to all
that the healing of Creation is a partnership effort between
Deity and Humanity... we are able to find more and better ways
of working together. If the Father and Mother of Creation were
able to heal without Form at the densest level of manifestation,
Form would be incidental to their union... or to the union of
God and the Mother of All. But that is not the case. Form is
necessary for our union to be manifest, to exist... and of course
separate forms for each of us the ideal we have inherited from
Original Heart.
"Your human forms are now readying themselves
for their union with you, and for their full participation in
the manifestation of a healed and whole Creation. You are divine
and yet human, you are separate and yet whole beings... each
with your own Body.
"And the best news of all... you each
have many equally fascinating and enchanting forms. You will
be among many peers who will love and honor you, support your
efforts... and join with you in your greatness and grandeur as
the creators of the new wholeness in manifestation... fulfilling
Original Heart's most burning desire, and all of Humanity's deepest
dreams... the bringing of Heaven to Earth."