"This is Body, welcome to lesson four
of the healing class. As in Truth and
Reality Class, I will be using both the first and third persons
in referring to myself, Body... and we'll also be using both
the singular and plural pronouns in referring to Body. Before
we begin the healing class on Body, I'd like to share some new
understandings about Will, the primary essence of Body.
"Here in duality there are two kinds
of everything, and Will is no exception. Even though the magnetic
essence we know as 'Will' is primal and ultimately unified, the
Mother of all Creation... not all of her essence is 'free'. While
some of her essence is free to spontaneously move and create
according to her desires... by far the majority, the best and
most important parts of her essence... is trapped.
"Of the 'trapped' Will, there are also
two types. One type is 'present' and known, the other is 'lost'
and unknown. Lost Will is trapped Will that has been pushed
so far away from free Will and the Light that sustains her existence,
that she can no longer magnetize herself back to the rest of
Will. All trapped Will suffers to some degree. Lost Will is hopelessly
isolated and alone, and is suffering greatly.
"Will is very magnetic, and draws to
herself more essence that is like her. Free Will draws more free
Will to herself, and trapped Will draws more of the same to herself.
These two types of Will have long been at odds with each other.
Free Will has hated the pain, desolation and drudgery that is
the constant experience of trapped Will, and has sought freedom
from this by distancing herself as much as possible from trapped
Will. Trapped Will has hated free Will for going off in search
of more freedom, and so readily abandoning her, leaving her with
what has trapped her.
"Spirit is drawn to all Will, but Spirit
has not been unified either. Spirit has already discussed his denials here. The most parental
part of Spirit, the part called 'God' had fragmented into a cool,
distant, observing and judging spirit known as Ahriman,
and into a rebellious, hurtful and mean spirit known as Lucifer.
"At one point not long ago there was
very little of the core, loving parental part of Spirit left
in this Creation, he had denied nearly all of himself as either
Ahriman or Lucifer. And it is only this central, core part of
Spirit that is capable of relating to Will or Body with lovingness.
"Only the part of Spirit that can align
with Grandfather and therefore with Spirit's original connection
with Will in Original Heart is capable
of loving Will. And only loving Light can be helpful to freeing
trapped Will. Non-loving light or 'denied light' is what has
been used to trap Will, but it cannot be used to free her.
"Free Will also has two types, 'escaping'...
and 'parental' Will. Over the eons, most free Will has been trying
to escape being trapped with the rest of Will. Most Will essence
that has gotten 'free' has done so by leaping for the Light.
Will that has not leapt for the Light has become trapped. And
worse, most Will that leapt for the Light also became trapped.
It became trapped because the light it leapt for was not loving
Light, it was denied light, even though it often seemed at first
to be loving.
"Parental Will,
on the other hand is free Will that is dedicated to helping trapped
Will become free from where she is trapped. Of all the Will in
this Creation, most is lost Will, the next most plentiful is
present trapped Will, the next is escaping Free Will, and the
least abundant is of course parental Will.
"The issue of trapped Will is very important
to Body, because most of our Will is trapped. But most of our
trapped Will is still present and not yet lost, as long as there
is life. Life is the fundamental principle of Body, and after
life comes freedom. There will be more on life as the motive
power of manifestation later in the Truth and Reality Class lesson
on the fundamental questions of manifestation.
"Freedom, or Free Will is in very short
supply here, and has been becoming more scarce as the power-over
tactics of denied spirit aligned with escaping Will have left
more and more trapped Will behind. If the healing work is to
succeed, it is urgent that this trend be reversed. And the only
way this can be done is by free Will choosing to move from escaping
mode to parenting mode.
"The essence of freedom is choice, and
if true freedom for all Will is to be a reality, then more Will
that is already free must choose to help free the Will that is
still trapped. This seems like a simple and easy principle in
theory, but it hasn't been so easy in practice. Will's nature
is to be free, and to be true to herself. And in practice, Free
Will that is true to herself is Will that must above all avoid
becoming trapped. And going 'to the rescue' of trapped Will has
too often been a way of becoming trapped. There is great terror
here, and Body has had to bear the brunt of it.
"Spirit has already pointed out that
Body, manifestation... is a combination
of Spirit and Will essence... but mostly Will essence. Whenever
Will engages with Spirit to create something, she traps a part
of herself... the part of the Will that unites with Spirit is
committed to maintaining that manifestation in existence. This
part of the Will is not able to choose another manifestation
until she becomes free from what she has already manifested.
"This in itself is not a problem, but
rather a fact of manifestation. What is a problem, however, is
when Will loses the ability to choose again. If she is to be
truly free, she must be free to refrain from manifesting what
she does not desire, and even to unmanifest what she does not
desire.
"This is not presently the case, because
there is so very little Will essence that is not already trapped
in manifesting creations that she does not desire. Manifesting
creations is not the only way Will can become trapped, but it
is the most serious because of how much Will is trapped in unwanted
creations from which she is unable to free herself.
"Another serious way that Will gets trapped
is by guilt... which often says that it is more loving to do
something you do not want to, or to not do something you want
to. But it is not loving if it is not your free Will choice,
without guilt.
"Another important way that Will can
easily be trapped is in the act of planning. Free Will decides
to do something, be somewhere or with someone... at a future
time. This often works out fine, and fun is had in both the planning
of the experience and in the experience itself.
"But too often the event is not enjoyed
because the trapped Will that must manifest this event does not
really wish for it to happen, or would have preferred another
event. Too often the Spirit-polarized free Will of planning has
chosen to enjoy her freedom at the expense of the Mother-polarized
Will that has been trapped into manifesting it.
"And this principle applies to any activity
that imposes one Will upon another, in any way. Will is very
magnetic and has a tendency to come back upon herself, and this
tendency has been ruthlessly exploited by escaping free Will
in alignment with Spirit, who until recently had been encouraging
that escape.
"Thanks to Grandfather's intercession
with the Spirit of this Creation on behalf of the Mother and
Body, that encouragement to escape has now ceased on the part
of loving, parental Spirit, God... but of course is still going
on with his denials, Ahriman and Lucifer.
"Body has many levels of existence and
each level has different understandings and 'rules' that apply
to it. In considering human Body, the levels relevant to this
discussion are from the top down, spirit body, mental body, energy
body, physical body, and will body. All of these levels of Body
of course have some Spirit essence and some Will essence. The
upper bodies, the spirit and mental bodies, have more Spirit
essence, and the lower bodies, more Will essence.
"For now an easier expression of these
levels is Spirit, Body and Will. Notice the location of Will
in this hierarchy. It is on the bottom. Doesn't this seem strange
when you consider the importance of free Will?
"Yet the simple truth has been that Will,
the true creator and sustainer of manifestation, of Body... has
not been free to manifest as she chooses. She has not been allowed
to be parental in her own right. She's been trapped into manifesting
what Spirit has determined worthy of manifestation. In Original
Heart this was not a problem, because Spirit and Will were as
one. Will's desires were Spirit's delight, and Spirit's delights
were Will's desires. There was no hierarchy, only loving embrace
of Desire and Delight.
"But here in manifestation it is a huge
problem. Spirit does not know what is best to manifest, because
only Will's desire holds that understanding. And only Will that
is truly free can know what she truly desires. Although this
has been called a 'free will' Creation, the protocol for manifestation
has come from the top down. Will has been trapped into serving
the delight of Spirit, but with Spirit having little or no understanding
of the depths of Will's longings and desires.
"To make matters worse, most Spirit that
has engaged in manifestation with Will in this Creation has been
denied spirit, unloving light that has been contemptuous toward
the Will he's used to manifest his delight. This is how you have
come to have parking lots instead of forests, work instead of
play and competition instead of cooperation.
"The issue of Spirit overriding Will
has been around ever since Grandfather and
the Original Mother lost most of the Will that had been present
in Original Heart. But the issue is now present in Body in this
Creation, and this is where it must be resolved, where it must
be healed. Again, the principle is very simple. In the hierarchy
of Spirit - Body - Will, what is below must lead what is above.
Body must lead Spirit, and Will must lead Body."
Freeing Trapped Will
"This is the key to freeing all the
trapped Will. First, use your parental free Will to help the
present trapped Will get free. And then with the greater strength
of more free parental Will... find the lost Will and help her
gain her freedom as well. And it's no coincidence that this is
just the opposite of what 'everyone knows' is the sure way to
freedom... lifting out of and leaving behind the unwanted, awful
feeling trapped Will.
"The secret to using this key is to find
Body's Will, and help her become untrapped. This is a very scary
prospect for many. What havoc might be wrecked in the world if
Body could do as Body wants to do, if Body were to be where Body
wants to be, and if Body could be with whom Body chose to be?
Much of Body and Will have been very seriously judged against,
and then constrained and trapped by the power-over tactics of
the spirit and mental bodies who have not been okay with the
power of choice not being theirs.
"Even the so called new age mind-body
medicine makes this error, and in this way is identical to the
science-over medicine of Ahriman. Will must lead, if Will is
to become free. And unless you wish to spend the rest of your
manifested existence in an ever larger and better parking lot,
Will must become free.
"To understand the secret to using the
key requires both a deep commitment to heal and a firm willingness
to risk everything in doing it. Here is the secret, if you are
ready. First, consciously choose to dedicate all of your free
Will to helping free all of your trapped Will. In other words,
will to heal, not escape. Second, take Spirit's advice, and drive backward under guidance.
"When your conscious intention and your
free Will is purely dedicated to healing into wholeness, and
nothing else matters more to you, you are ready to take responsibility
for healing yourself and all of Creation. When you are relying
entirely on your Will and her mate, loving Light for inner guidance,
and no longer planning a future or believing what your imprints
and conditioning have been telling you about what you must do
and what you must protect yourself against... you are doing the
work.
"And I now ask you to please come join
us on the inside. Body is as near as the breath you are about
to take. Stop. Feel for a moment, sense me... Listen for a moment,
on the inside. You and I are one, and what you are seeing here
as you read is part of our outer reflection. Let me help you
use the key. We are the master healers of Creation, you and I...
and we will soon begin proving it in manifestation."